Sunday, December 12, 2010

Parshas Va’yechi

Parshas Va’yechi brings out my worst memories of my childhood. It still puts a shiver up my spine every year at this time.

Do you think because Chaim Arye Braver hit me on the nails when I did not hold my tune when I sang Va’Ani? NO!  Do you think because I slipped on the snow outside? No!

I will tell you what it is! Parshas Va’yechi was the first time Cahim Arye Braver abused me and may I add, he “violently abused me” It all started with a hogwash story that I was a “bad boy” he pulled down my pants and spanked me up and took a turn for the worst.

Let me say something to my readers. This post will probably get 5 million comments accusing me of lying, and distortion and I am telling you right now, I will not let one negative comment on “this” post. Why? Why do I always allow it but not on this one? I will tell you why. This post is about ME, about healing and about me talking aloud and moving ahead with my life. I could not care less if you believe me or if you think I am full of it, or anything else you want to think.

In essence, you have no idea what you know, you were not there, I WAS! But by you writing a negative comment you feel better about yourself and convince yourself that I am not telling the truth, and the community is doing fine, and I will not allow it on this one post.

For your information, those “old days” are almost gone. There is very little resistance left in the community and as the young generation grows uo, they know the truth, some of them are victims, and they will not allow it to go silent. For the record, the minkatcher Ruv would love to have 10% the amount of Chassidim rabbi Nuchem has. So don’t fool yourself, and rest assured  that the public is with us and it high time that  everyone finnaly knows that we are in the right and the rabbis are in the wrong.

Mr. Braver, you are now in the “oilem H’ames”  you cant bull shit there, and you cant put up this fake behavior. I demand that you pay for your action up there. I  Know you are paying for your actions up there, there are no free passes up there.

 I have a family member that through marriage is also your family member, and we spoke and I asked him about different issues, and he told me straight out. Your son Nusen Shie who was also a teacher in satmar and has many victims, has been so quite through all this, because he does not want any movement or investigations on his behalf. I personally was not abused by him, but I was in Naponeck-Satmar camp when he abused this poor 8 year old child (he was a “Shluf Rabbi”) that the child ended up in the Ellenville hospital the next morning. I remember vividly how Nucsen Shie’s wife came running when she heard the abuse and he yelled at her in front of the whole bunk!

Let this be a lesson to every molester out there. Eventually you get caught and someone pays the consequences. Sometimes you are still alive to see it, and sometimes it is even worst, your children  have to burden your shit.


15 comments:

  1. If you think you are healing by expelling your story.. keep on and an on.

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  2. Thank you again for your sharing.

    It reminds me of the lesson of vayigash. Yosef's brother's threw him in a pit and sold him to slavery accusing him of phantasizing. In the end they were forced to admit the truth and he had the upper hand.

    The day of judgement comes for all culprits. Living in this world our job is help it happen in this world to protect our children.

    Thank you for what you contribute to this effort.

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  3. I hope you get over this. I know how you feel and I wish you hatzlucha in life and nekumeh in the molesters.

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  4. TOV SHILO NIVRA....YOUR NOT WORTH A COMMENT.

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  5. Am I reading alright? Nossen Shia molested an 8 year old kid so badly that the kid required hospitalization. And NS still kept his job, and hush hush, it was kept a big secret. Was reb Yidel still alive? Where is the outrage. Now I am so afraid for the fate of my kinder and einiklech at Camp Rav Tov.

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  6. in those years, unfortunately 90% of the rebbes abused the children,not sexually but physicaly

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  7. to 12/13/10 @ 7:14am

    No, tov sheloi nivra to you and all the reshuim who give a bad name to yidden everywhere. Not only the molester fakers, but also the slumlords and the chevra who make genavishe shtick. True, eisov soneh l'yakov but some of our own so-called "yidden" are just adding more fuel to this fire...

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  8. chazak chazak vi'nizchazaik!

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  9. i also remember the story in camp with the boy. I beleive his name was goldring and his father came down the next morning. the kid was black and blue, and lowlife braver gave him a lolly pop. not sure of the name , but thats whats in my head, i am pretty sure

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  10. TOV SHILO NIVRA STANDS, GOD HAS LONG FORGIVEN HIM WHILE YOU CONTINUE TO JUDGE HIM...IMAGINE FOR EVERY SIN YOU COMMITTED YOUR PUNISHED FOREVER AND FOREVER AND FOREVER....AND I AM SURE NONE OF YOU ARE TZADIKIM AND HAVE COMMITTED SINS THAT ARE TORAH TRANSGRESSIONS WHAT HE DID IS ALTHOUGH CHUTZPADIK IS NOT A TORAH SIN UNLESS HE SODOMIZED U CANT CHANGE FACTS.. YOUR SICK LOSHON HORA WILL DESTROY EVERY MEMBER OF YOUR FAMILY.

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  11. Yerachmiel Lopin, it clear that you are an APIKOIRES...

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  12. Anyone who speaks against you for unburdening yourself, is either an ignoramous or a pervert!

    The cops should check them out!

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  13. Thank you for leaving up some of the hurtful comments... so that we can all see what YOU and WE are up against!!

    Such lunacy!!

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  14. It is not about PUNISHMENT - Anonymous.

    It IS about a person knowing and reminding himself - and others who have suffered like him - that HIS FATHER in heaven makes sure that no blood is shed without din v'cheshbon.

    A bissel sechel... and a bissel rachmunus (in the right place!)

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  15. thank you for sharing. I second what Yerachmiel said! Keep up your great efforts and healing!

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